Before the Camping Trip

Few believe and none now know
If the old town tale was true.
'Bout three hundred years ago,
They first told what I tell you.

The first who came to those hills
Brought ax and saw as their tools.
Their job was to feed the mills
With logs drug to streams by mules.

So they say, that one morning,
They heard unhappy braying.
A mule a tree adorning,
Atop in the wind swaying.

"Who taught you to climb a tree,
You dang-cussed, long-eared fool?
Now it's down for which you plea -
We should leave you, as a rule."

All day 'twas to fetch him down -
It took the whole cursing crew.
Their anger in sleep to drown -
But next morning, there were two.

One was twenty feet up there,
The other 'bout twenty-five.
'Twas like they'd flown through the air
By ways none could quite contrive.

"This didn't happen on that hill
Nor none we cut before now.
Of this place, I've had my fill
And I'll not come back, I vow."

And so they left it uncleared
To harvest all around it.
They say Mule Hill's ghostly weird,
Protected by a spirit.

So you have your camping fun,
And hike that hill, if you please.
But beware when sets the sun
Of mules falling from the trees.

Grandfather's Tales

I am old, as you know,
Older than so many things.
In your young eyes I grow
More ancient than bygone kings.

Less than all, I have seen,
But, oh, so much more than you.
When I tell where I've been,
You can count it's mostly true.

Maybe just 'tween the ears,
They perform their lively dance.
Replay in to-come years
The tales for you I enhance.

You should not think so hard
That your ears let naught come in.
With me, you need not guard,
If you wish to laugh or grin.

My Neighbor's Cat

My neighbor had a cat
Who could never sing on key.
But he'd not stop for that,
Causing all great misery.

I think he truly thought
That his song was quite a treat.
High treetops he so sought
To broadcast to the whole street.

The dogs joined in chorus
To howl out their displeasure.
'Twould make my skull porous
As he sang at his leisure.

You may want me to tell
Of this tale's happy ending.
Oft not all comes out well
Like for this cat's ear-rending.

It took another cat
To make him see his error.
This cat was twice as fat
And six times the terror.

Cutie, they had named her,
And she greatly loved to nap.
After she preened her fur,
She'd settle onto a lap.

Asleep she was so cute,
You could understand her name.
But do not wake the brute
Unless mayhem is your aim.

The woeful singer chose,
Not wisely, but all are fools,
To court her as she doze,
With the wisdom seen in mules.

His voice crashed from the heights
To grate on her sleeping ear.
Her yowl gave all the frights --
The likes you might never hear.

Up that tree in one bound
Flew female, feline fury.
One swat, he hit the ground,
And lit out for Missouri.

Riding the Rocket's Tale

When the skies fill with bursting lights
And all cheer the fireworks display,
I think back through so many nights
To when I flew over Cathay.

I was apprentice to a monk,
A master of Tao alchemy.
It was my job to mind his junk
As he sought immortality.

Each day he mixed some this and that
To capture life's elusive spark.
He found more ways to kill a cat
Than the trees can grow kinds of bark.

Each night ere I could go to sleep,
I had to clean the testing shed.
All matters of things I had to sweep
Into the bin besides my bed.

But one time, too full was the bin
And I felt down on my whole lot.
I gathered up that day's sweeping
And hid it all beneath my cot.

I fell in bed, so sorely tired,
And blew my candle a small puff.
I did not see the spark that fired
The reaction amongst that stuff.

And with a bang, my bed took flight
Through the roof and past the treetop -
Gave those monks a helluva fright --
Up it went with no plan to stop.

Beneath me grew a sparkling tail
As explosions pushed me higher.
Through clouds and sky, I learned to sail,
There, upon my bed on fire.

Oh, while it lasted, it was great,
'Though I do not recommend it.
You'd enjoy the view - it's top-rate -
But not the ground when you hit it.

Better Safe Than Safari

If ever you meet a crocodile,
Be forewarned about his tricks.
He is not your friend, despite his smile -
He will eat you, just for kicks.

Few are as snobbish as a giraffe,
With his nose high in the air.
It'll make you want to giggle and laugh,
But you really should not dare.

You might safely laugh with a hyena,
If you understood his joke.
But I would answer a subpoena,
There is no less funny bloke.

Do not be caught counting leopard's spots
That adorn her lovely hide.
The pattern will tie your eyes in knots
And you mustn't insult her pride.

A lion's pride is his foremost prize,
More important than his mane.
Around his wives, you avert your eyes
To show respect for his reign.

The anteater has a sticky tongue
Which she pokes in anyplace.
Take care what tales nearby her are flung,
For she gossips without grace.

You should fear too the monkeys' chatter
Which they screech from tree to tree.
It is rare they say aught to flatter -
They are as mean as mean can be.

You are much safer here in your bed
Than visiting the jungle.
So many warnings to fill your head
To prevent a bad bungle.

But if go you must, well then, you must -
So with my advice, prepare.
Remember all tonight we discussed
And you be careful out there.

Rhino Woes

Gromps, do you know a tale of woe about a rhino?
Um, let me see, this could well be such a story.
I took a trip on a cruise ship with my pal Kip,

We signed as crew, did what such do to get on through
To the Congo - no, we didn't row to a bongo -
But it was rough, the Cap'n was gruff, and we'd enough.

So we jumped off, our caps to doff, troubles to scoff,
And we set out, this land to scout, find what's about.
Inland we went, where there's no rent, with great intent.

Where's the rhino, in this long show? they cry to know.
Settle on down, it's not in town, did Gromps so frown.
He's on the plain, after much rain, so don't complain.

But we'll skip that, if you sit pat. Where was I at?
Upriver there, the sun does glare -- you must beware.
The grass so tall, couldn't see at all, we felt quite small.

We heard a crash; Kip was so brash, off in a flash.
Better to see. Well, just maybe, but gone was he.
But just as quick, I heard him kick and fly past slick.

As I stood still, I got a chill to hear Kip shrill.
For on his tail, a train on rail, followed his trail.
Both huge and gray, with angry bray, it went Kip's way.

Well, I went mine, different line, with faith divine.
I last saw Kip, off the horn's tip, showing great zip.
He ran sprightly, escape could be, but I didn't see.

But I did hear, for the next year, some people cheer -
Tale of a race, a mighty chase, out there someplace.
Some for Kip root, others the brute in hot pursuit.

Some even say they run today, far, far, astray.
Here is my tip - you ought to skip a bet on Kip;
Though Kip is fast, that rhino cast was built to last.

Riding My Camel on the Beach

Ever once upon an autumn
I do get up off my bottom,
And I go ride my camel on the beach.
I admit it is not often
When my self-control does soften,
And we two do all propriety breach.

Now, you may think I am kidding
'Bout a camel at my bidding
When the whimsy held within me breaks loose.
He'll only so long be hidden
Before he insists to be ridden --
It is he who this mischief does induce.

As I bounce there between his humps,
A freedom into my heart pumps,
And I feel I can see all that there is.
As my camel so wildly romps
With no heed of castles he stomps,
I mentally enter the world that's his.

He rules the sands where he proceeds
And displays not a lot of speeds,
For where he goes he really does not care.
He has not a worry in his head
About the path he chose to tread,
For there, there will be, when at last he's there,

Whenever we go anywhere,
It seems most people point and stare
To see someone ride a camel past them.
They should have little cause to fear
As long as they are not too near
When that camel launches his mighty sputum.

He won't stop to apologize
If the sight of him shocks their eyes,
For, to him, there is naught that's out-of-place.
He has no need to compromise
When none he meets can match his size --
Few will ever confront him face-to-face.

We cause more smiles than true scandal,
Even eating some lad's sandal,
And we are gone almost before they know.
When you've a camel to straddle,
Rather than let your brains addle,
Hop on him and see where you two may go.

The Spoiled Hamster

Here is a story I can tell to you
About a spoiled hamster who I once knew.
He was too special to live in a cage
And had his own room, painted blue and beige.

He would sleep past noon - he thought it was cool;
I would tip-toe out when I went to school.
When he awoke, he'd eat ice cream and cake -
Claimed anything else made his tummy ache.

He hired two mice to run on his wheel
And would complain when it started to squeal.
His turtle was engaged to oil the rig -
I never was clear how she got the gig.

There was not much that hamster ever did,
But not because anyone had forbid.
It seemed we were all there to wait on him,
And he just lied down and raised not a limb.

You'll likely not see one that weighs a pound
And is barely as long as it is round.
But that was to be this spoiled hamster's fate -
You know that I never exaggerate.

So you be careful - don't ask for too much;
And do not use other folks as a crutch.
Get up, go outside, and run, jump, and leap -
But not right now -- it's time for you to sleep.

The Racing Snail

Did I ever tell you, dear child,
Of the world's greatest racing snail?
I took him to home from the wild --
At least I think he was a male.

I found him when I was a boy,
Perhaps then no older than you.
In him, I found my childhood joy --
I had faith in what he could do.

I taught him to follow my scent
As I ran outside in the grass.
He would come wherever I went
'Til he caught up with me at last.

He could go a half mile a day
And would follow me to my school.
It was only two blocks away --
He'd be home by ten as a rule.

But, alas, a child will grow up
And leave his playthings far behind.
When I was no longer a pup.
I went off, my future to find.

I traveled about the nation
Both north to south and east to west.
After years, I found my station
And settled down to do my best.

And here sat I just yesterday
And do you know what I did see?
That persistent snail came to say,
"Hey, there, do you remember me?"

The Talking Dog

I once did have a talking dog,
Although he was not so well-read.
Nary a chat he did not hog,
Saying what came into his head.

He would converse on anything,
No matter what subject you chose.
Opinions as facts he would fling --
Who could know from whence they arose?

My friends often argued with him,
Until they turned blue in the face.
I indulged his every whim,
For I learned I could not keep pace.

One day we saw two men debate
In a political contest.
Love, more than for his dinner plate,
Seized my old dog deep in his chest.

So, soon, he started to campaign
For any office he could find.
His dog catcher run was inane,
But the voters seemed not to mind.

From catcher to mayor, he climbed;
Each opponent he did defeat.
His speeches and jokes were so well-timed,
Their own windbags they would deplete.

I last saw him leaving our town
For challenges awaiting out there.
I knew not to where he was bound,
But home was much quieter, I swear.

The Woolly Caterpillar

I was a woolly caterpillar once
Although it was very long ago.
But I was considered the class dunce --
I never knew how long it would snow.

I did try to learn to prognosticate
With the other larvae of my kind.
But that brown fur I loved to replicate --
I just could not get it off my mind.

They say the black absorbs the summer heat
To warm a body through winter cold.
But I preferred the sable brown complete
And cared not a bit what it foretold.

When came the time at last to hibernate,
I found myself alas unprepared.
It was not a style to refrigerate
And my cold discomfort was not spared.

If you are ever a woolly bear worm,
I would give you this bit of advice:
Resist temptation and to rules hold firm
And do not end up a chunk of ice.

Grandfather's Adventures

When I was just a lad, I went to sea
On the full-blown sails of my fantasy.
I travelled to far isles of mystery
And saw sights that few other ever see.

My ship was powered by a serpent's puff
And my hold was full of all I could stuff.
I adventured in calm weather or rough,
Endlessly searching -- I couldn't get emough.

My stories you might find a bit too strange
And you may think the facts I rearrange.
But despite your protests, I will not change
My memories of that wonder-filled range.

Now, if you'll stay still for a tale of mine
And close your eyes as abed you recline,
I'll take you with me o'er that ancient brine
To a place where truths and dreams intertwine.

When Titans Clash

This poem was recently found on a repaired vase, perhaps of ancient origin. Or maybe written yesterday.
Beware when Titans clash
If you live on land below.
They stomp about most rash
And seldom watch where they go.

They seek more distant goals
With their heads above the clouds.
Their passions drive their souls;
Self-purpose their vision shrouds.

All focused on campaign,
They answer the challenge's call.
They will rule their domain,
Or, with all foes, they will fall.

Who they were ere the fight
Is lost in fog of battle.
The thought to do what's right
Gone in combative prattle.

Urge to win overwhelms,
Knocking over reasons why.
Power lust for the realms
Blinds the more foresighted eye.

What victory is won
In this heedless ruins' wake?
All that was is undone --
No prize left intact to take.

Oh, Titans, be at peace
Within that you now possess,
And leave our bits of Greece
Unflattened by your excess.

If Mitty Can Do It ...

"You are wrong. You are emphatically and thoroughly wrong," Mitty insisted. "It will be a waste of money to pursue this course any further. And a waste of breath to explain why."

"But we have two million dollars sunk into this software! Oh, why didn't we ask for your help sooner?" The chairman sat at the head of the conference table lined on one side with executives and department heads looking as despondent as he. The team of outside contractors sat cowed and silent in their seats on the other side. "Is there anything we can do to save this mess?"

"Oh, yes, I should say so," Mitty demurred. "The project was worth doing and it still is. I cannot promise to spend another two million dollars though," he smiled slyly. "It will take a week for my team. Let's say $10,000 and all the pizza they can eat."

"Dad, we're here!" shouted Walt Jr. The boys in the backseat rambunctiously wrestled to be the first to exit the car and run to the pizzeria entrance. Their Cub Scout uniforms, so neat when they arrived at his home for the den meeting, were all rumpled and untucked after the brief ride to their field trip destination. Mrs. Mitty, the Den Mother, had already arrived with her carload of scouts as neat as pins.

"Did you get lost again, dear?" She soon had his half of the boys filed in line behind the others, with their clothes straightened sufficiently to be presentable. "Now remember, boys, this is a place of business and Mr. Larose has been kind enough to invite us into his kitchen to see how it runs. We are guests, we are polite, we are orderly. Now let's go inside."

"General Mitty, the factory is ready for your inspection, sir." The lieutenant saluted.

"Very well, Rogers," Mitty said, returning the salute and accepting the clipboard from him. "Let's see what the folks in Engineering made of the plans. Good afternoon, Enrico. You have been busy, I see."

"Quite so, General. All was so smooth going until now. The blueprints are a creation worthy of Da Vinci, both genius and artist in one. We hope you are pleased with what we have done to bring your ideas to life."

"But? Do I hear you hesitate at a problem puzzling you, Enrico?" Mitty reassuredly urged the chief engineer to continue.

"Every part, it works perfectly," Enrico explained. "But, as we bring them together, the power consumption, it grows far more than the addition of the parts' individual requirements. We must solve this to continue, for the power source as specified cannot sustain the whole process."

"Ah, the trilateral synchronization effect is what you have missed." General Mitty laid the clipboard on the table nearby and took out his pen. "Components have their own personalities, so to speak, and without the proper alignment, timing, and separations in their assembly as a whole, they compete at least as much as cooperate. Here," pointing with his pen, "and here, for example, you should note orders for the assembly of the mechanism. Pull together as stated, the power will suffice."

"No, Johnny, we never put peanut butter and anchovies on the same pizza," Mr. Larose answered. Why did he let his wife talk him into this? Johnny, his son, was probably the worse of the bunch when it came to asking ridiculous questions. Time to wrap this up. "Okay, boys. Who wants to make a pizza?" Everyone's hand shot up. "Let's move over to the table there where we have a lump of dough for each of you."

"Walter, where have you been?" Mrs. Mitty demanded. "Can't you pay attention and help keep the boys on task? Watch those four and I will supervise these."

"OK, this dough has been mixed and knead by the machine we saw earlier. It is ready to be flattened into a crust to receive the toppings." Mr. Larose thought that should be simple enough and keep them busy for a while. Well, it is what he thought! "Uh, no, we don't need to throw the dough balls up in the air! Just lay it on the table and spread it out with your hands. Well, I guess you could make a bunny shape like your mother's pancakes. No, there is only enough dough to make a six inch circle -- you cannot make a extra-extra-large pizza from that much dough."

"Mr. Mitty, we are approaching the edge of our sun's gravity well. We are about to leave the solar system." The captain looked to him deferentially. He held no rank amongst the crew operating this space vessel, but they all knew they would not be here except for his vision and efforts. "We have gone further than any man or woman in human history. Would you care to address the crew and passengers?"

"Thank you, Captain Czebec. Friends, we have exceeded all limits placed upon us. We allowed our imaginations to guide us and our energies to carry us forth. We have escaped our petty problems by tackling those we were told were too big to be handled. May your dreams take you everywhere you want to go." Walter Mitty accepted the applause he heard in his head. It has been a great life. Who could want for better?

Three Men Tub

Those three set out to see the world
And to have a great adventure.
So many ports through Ike's mind whirled
Where they might find fun and pleasure.
Ed plots up more practical plans
To fit all he can on budget.
But Samuel thinks of the clans
And how the others will judge it.

They have but that single vessel
That together they all must share.
At the helm, they argue and wrestle
To chose how and where they will fare.
"Let's follow the sparkle," says Ike,
"And go wherever it may lead."
"Ahead," says Ed, "are rocks we'll strike
If no caution we chose to heed."

Samuel scans around for land
And signs of civilzation.
"We could help more to lend a hand
And gain others' admiration.
We will enjoy ourselves onshore
With people to join our pursuit.
Let sparkles and rocks wait some more
And let's enhance our fine repute."

"What fun is that?" Ike does protest,
"We came out here to romp and play!"
"The fun," says Ed, "is in the zest
To do any task our own way.
We can frolic to our content
When we perceive the pleasure track.
Enjoy what is in your present
And the fun will always come back."

"So life's a game we daily play?"
Ike ponders so very lightly.
"We are a team, and so are they,"
He concludes with smile grown brightly.
"Yes, OK," Samuel agrees,
"If that will put us into gear.
Let's get out there now, if you please,
And give them a reason to cheer."

With all their hands on the wheel,
They resume the journey again.
For the moment, they have a deal
On how to guide their common brain.
Each with reasons, 'though not the same;
Ike, for fun in competing fight,
Ed, for strategy in the game,
Samuel, to do what is Right.

The Tattered Flag

Across the street, an old, worn flag,
Her business she still daily serves.
Day and night, her tattered ends yet wag
With less respect than she deserves.

I wonder what is her story
From her start to such condition.
At what posts she flew with glory,
Showing honor in her mission.

Where should a loyal servant go
After serving with her full measure?
What dignity should we bestow
To retire a well-worn treasure?

To Pay The Piper

That old taxman came by today
And asked, was I prepared to pay?
I was inclined to ask him why
I should feel compelled to comply.

I’ve more government than I need
And those at home with mouths to feed.
So, why should I need pay your fee –
What, I ask, is in it for me?

With a sigh, the taxman produced
A tube of which the end he loosed.
I thought it held a flute or pipe,
Or a paper roll of some type.

We’ve a contract, he softly said,
With debts owed, not easily shed.
He tapped the tube on his left palm
And held my eyes with silent calm.

Do you deny the deeds been done
To serve the needs of everyone?
To build your towns and keep them clean,
From near to far and in between?

You have tasked us with many chores –
To help at home and fight your wars.
Build your streets and patrol them too,
And things you alone cannot do.

And now it’s time to pay the bill,
Citizen’s duty to fulfill.
Use your vote to select our task,
But pay those who do what is asked.

Stanford the Chipmunk

Once upon a time, there was a chipmunk who felt that nobody respected him. Perhaps it was true, maybe even justified. But Stanford was sorely miffed by the slights and ridicule he believed his neighbors cast at him.

There are creatures smaller than a chipmunk just as easily ignored, or more easily, in the bustling world of nature. Stanford was as likely to overlook and discount their contribution to life as his neighbors. He understood that many things in life are too unimportant to occupy one's mind; but he simply knew he was not one of those things.

Stanford stood upon his stump
And called for all to heed.
Dancing about, he did jump -
Their attention he did need.

"It has been said," he began,
"By so many gathered here,
'That life requires no plan
To pass from year to year.

'What will come is unasked,
So accept what you receive.
The future's always masked -
Its intent none can perceive.' "

The few who listened shrugged;
Most ignored the small chipmunk.
From their paths, they weren't tugged
By his unwanted show of spunk.

"But it isn't true," he cried,
"Your planned goals can be reached.
It's worthy to be tried -
So think ahead," he beseeched.

None replied to what he said,
Even if they had heard.
If his thoughts crossed their head,
To self, credit they transferred.

What good to know what’s right,
He grumbled to himself.
I live beneath their sight
On life’s neglected shelf.

Did I chose to be so low
Upon my social tree?
Could into a lion I grow
With opportunity?

Then they would notice me
And hang on every word.
My roar would say what’s to be --
To me, all choices deferred.

He saw himself as lion posed
To rule with deft command.
He swept aside all opposed
To do as he had planned.

The world he saw was transformed
To fit neatly in his mold.
To their tasks others swarmed,
Doing as he had told.

Stanford walked with eyes closed
To hold within his dream.
So content, now he dozed
To realize his fine scheme.

The world changed not a bit --
All continued as it was --
Dreamer alone with his wit,
Hearing his own applause.

Get Over It!

How often heard is that advice
To clear the past from the future?
Such small aid when held in a vise
To find closure with one suture.

You look at that wall behind you,
Because you are walking backwards.
You approach what's next with no clue,
Distracted from what you go towards.

It'll give you a bump soon enough,
Catching you in unneeded surprise.
Your inattention it'll rebuff
If you let it capture your eyes.

So get over it! Let it pass,
Unless at its feet you would drop.
Your life will continue its flow --
Your next new challenges will not stop.

Dilemma of Assistance

To clean up a mess or just walk around
Is often the spot in which I am found.
Nobody can blame me for the snafu,
But I wonder if something I could do.

Too late to prevent what has happened here;
No sense to protest the path is not clear.
If I would go as I had intended,
Then the problem, it seems, must be mended.

But I could choose to divert another way
And use the muss to excuse my delay.
I was not invited to the disaster
And the detour around might be faster.

Why feel such guilt where no part I partook,
Or where perhaps my advice they forsook?
To cast a rope to those caught in chagrin
Is to risk the same fate and get pulled in.

Am I so noble to bear others’ danger
And to swap my comfort with a stranger?
Or so in need of praise to my glory
To rush to play hero in the story?

Must one accept responsibility
To respond because of ability?
Do I mistake Pride for proper Duty,
Or turn cheek for a kick in the booty?

Do you ask for my help free of all blame
When ‘til now you left me out of the game?
Or on the sidelines may I yet remain
And from all your problems simply abstain?

Many Me

All that's goodies is not good for me
Perhaps very little is.
Mind and body so do disagree
When you have diabetes.

What I may have versus what I want
Define this constant conflict.
Metabolism my desires taunt
As my life it does restrict.

But this is not the only battle
That rages within my insides --
Competing thoughts their sabers rattle
To choose which my actions guides.

Some parts wish I were a better man
And some prefer to be worse.
Some say to help whenever I can;
Some dismiss them with a curse.

I am not one thing in full accord,
But a balance of so much --
Parts to show and parts to be ignored
In the self the world to touch.

"Giving up a well beloved habit is like trying to talk a turtle out of its shell." -- Uncle Romulus

A Naked Turtle

In the fortress of his old shell,
The Turtle could perform quite well.
He had everything at hand,
And could hide when there's a demand.

Your comfort gives you too much ease,
Said the squirrels up in the trees.
You should scurry about all day,
If you would truly earn your pay.

I get to wherever I go
With my plans made careful and slow.
I prepare to have what I need,
So from wasteful haste I am freed.

You forget where you put your nuts
And search again, chasing your butts.
While I took long to build my home
To reduce how much I must roam.

Without your shell, what you could be!
Although you could never be me.
You're a dinosaur in a rock
Who cannot keep up with the flock.

Progress requires much more speed;
It's the mammals who will succeed.
The nimble will capture the prize
And the slow be lost in surprise.

I am not tempted to come out
By the future promises you shout.
What I do works each day for me,
As it has throughout history.

You're not lucky enough, it seems,
To be Turtle in nature's schemes.
You know not what happens in here,
So at the unknown you do jeer.

Squirrel or turtle stew tonight;
To both yet can come the same plight.
You go jump to your next hideout,
And I'll be inside my redoubt.

Demon of Doubt

Here is an odd bit of research. There is no name I found for a patron "demon of doubt". There are tricksters and deceivers who specialize in making others believe what is not true. Doubt would be a defense against them. Replacing one's beliefs with a new set might be seen as doubting the previous set, but every demon worthy of a name seems to ensure that its victim is not left bereft of all belief.

Rene sat by his fireplace. Or so it seemed. He was not ready to believe where, when, or who he was. He was going to doubt everything lacking proof of its reality. He called upon Doubt to cleanse his being in order to build afresh.

Did Rene believe in Doubt? Could Doubt truly blank out his mind? No, It could not. He continue to think - to desire, to conjecture, to compose, to analyze, to dream. Doubt cannot eliminate me, he thought defiantly ... I am real!

But, beyond me, what else is real? Testing Doubt's ability to annihilate my existence and discovering Its failure does not prove that Doubt cannot exist. Merely, I now know that Doubt is not omnipotent. Doubt can fail, and that which can fail is incomplete and imperfect.

But I can conceive Doubt and wield It as a defense against the trickery of my senses and the blind obedience to others' unproven speculations. As can they, if they so chose, against their senses and my thoughts. Doubt is a child and servant of all people, now and forever reborn. Doubt exists because I can make it so.

Doubt, my child, is imperfect. I, too, am imperfect for I know that my senses can deceive me. But Doubt blocks both the false and the true, I would suppose, for I have no reason to believe that Truth does not exist. Although Doubt cannot defeat my existence, Doubt can hide Truth.

Thus, Truth if it exists, is also not omnipotent for it cannot overcome the fallible Doubt. Truth is imperfect and incomplete. As I conceived Doubt, I also created Truth as a flawed entity.

How can Perfection exists if it is not True?

And if there is no Perfection, then is there Harmony? Purpose?

Is anything Real if it lacks Purpose? Nothing is Reality, thus Reality is Nothing.

I am Real? I am Nothing.

Perhaps, I should believe everything ... until it is proven false ...

If there is anything to believe ...

What's So Funny?

I could use a good laugh. Even a simple chuckle might be a start. But at the moment, the world around my workstation is humorless.

It's easy enough to say I am depressed. Or stressed. Or both. Things seem bad with a bunch of worse waiting around the corner.

My imaginary friends have noticed my mood and elected to keep their distance. No romps into fantasy lands with them in the near future seem likely. I am stuck in reality.

There are parts of reality that aren't so bad, but I am not visiting them either right now. No, I am sitting at work, looking at my past pass down the drain and a future view that only annoys me.

And everyone is so cheerful and confident about that future they selected. Or had selected for them. Everyone except me. Why should I be different? Why should I see the road ahead full of potholes while everyone else just sees a road to places they have never explored before? All roads are bumpy, they say.

I could use a good laugh. Or a good cry perhaps.

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Save the Last Laugh for Me

tune: Save the Last Dance Fro Me

You can work
Every task with the app
That fell in your lap –
That’s where it slid.

You can run
Any reports on its menu
That it promised you
In its contract bid.

But, don’t forget who got you here
And in whose shadow you’re gonna be.
O DOC,
Save the last laugh for me, mmm.

Oh I know
PAS is old
And seemed so cold
You had to let it go.

Spec and shop
But beware off-the-shelf
Written to serve itself –
They’ll tell you “No”.

Oh, you’ll forget who got you here
And in whose shadow you’re gonna be.
O DOC,
Save the last laugh for me, mmm.

You must dance
Every dance they tell you
And do it as they do
In their own design.

When you ask
To do what has been,
It will make them grin –
To wishlist consign.

Maybe you’ll recall who got you here
And in whose shadow you’re gonna be.
O DOC,
Save the last laugh for me, mmm.

Legacy

When you tell the tale of my passing through,
Will only kind words be what is spoken?
Will you forget the times I frustrated you
With nit-picking obstinacy unbroken?

Will my help in building what you tore down
Be swept away with its demolition?
Will lasting memory be of my frown
And not of my skills as Data Magician?

I am tired now and would wish to rest
With the products of my past glories.
Though I sought to have always done my best,
You have gone elsewhere to hear new stories.

I cannot guide you on your chosen path,
But am I willing to tag on behind?
My years of service now but simple math
As to retirement I slowly grind.